Are You one of those people who have reservations or inhibitions about saying and doing the things you REALLY want to say or do?

What's the point? I mean do you think you're going to get anywhere you truly want to if you don't LISTEN to YOURSELF?

What's your problem anyways? Are you afraid you won't be accepted? Or that people will Shun you? Hate You? Or that you'll fail?(heaven forbid!)

Listen my friend, whatever the problem is, is no big deal! So What if people look at you funny! So What if people think your screwy or nuts! So WhatIf your a lowlife, drunken loser who's never up until this point done a single lick of good for anything or anyone! So What if you fail...get up and try again!(Besides, REAL Success is really just Action on your part, you being true to yourself and doing what You Feel is Right!)

You see, what I really mean to say is, what's the big damn deal anyways?...If your a freak...or if you don't know where to start...or if your ugly...or misunderstood...or if you don't like what someone else has to say(for crying out loud, they're just words!)...or if someone doesn't agree with you(we don't have to all agree and be exactly the same, you know )...or if you can't stand that person over there...or if every part of your life up until now has been a total lie...or if you think this is all BS...or if you have ever been wrong about anything(how else do you learn?)? SO WHAT!

What else do I need say? Get out there and DO SOMETHING already!

Bushman Out!

P.S. People are eff'en great!

What the hell's the point in doing anything anymore? Is anybody listening anyways? Does any of it matter? And who the hell even cares?


Life is supposed to be a beautiful thing, who the hell has time to notice when your too busy spinning circles desperately trying to find and get on the path thats truly right for you(or even just being able to afford to eat and somehow relax now and then) and yet somehow trying to balance your current peice of job and life, working your fingers to the bone just to survive only to prematurely age and die a lonesome death?


God Pound it! it all! Why bother doing anything at all if you don't want to? Who cares if nobody has any faith in you or what your about, or if they'll even take the God time to even listen to you for a second or two! Them! Who the are they to tell me or you or anyone else what is acceptable and what is not?(I don't even care if They, You or even I think this blog ing sucks!) Who made Them the ing judge, and just where the do they get off umming they know a God thing about anyone else and just what direction they might be heading?


I will ing explode if I continue operating for one more God minute under this constant and nagging feeling that I must always do these things for others, that I must always be working on something else that WILL NOT benefit me or MY FAMILY in any direct or significant manner!


That!


Done RANTING, and feeling a little better...for now.


MAD BUSHMAN OUT!